School........I think I might like it.......

We did this assignment in class today called reality check I looked at how many points it was possible to have in that class and how many points I actually have and then found out what the percent was and it was just over 95% I have never had that good of a grade in my life I am just so pleased with how well I have really stepped up and am doing what I need to do right now!!!

YAY ME!!!

So proud of myself

Tonight I posted my first item for sale on eBay I really hope it does good!! It's a really cool wallet if it does ok I'll make more colors and designs I have so much fun making these wallets out of duct tape I've also been working on some up cycled bags with VHS tape

Only 13 Days....

So there's only 13 days till Cody is gone. Its really starting to set in the whole reality of it and I'm not sure how to handle the situation I'm just here feeling so lost and insecure. My whole world is about to be turned up side down. On one hand I wish time would slow down to give me time with him. On the other hand I want time to speed so he can be back. Maybe I'm looking at it the wrong way, right now it seem so huge in front of me like a giant boulder tumbling down a mountain toward me. Maybe I should see it as something else. As of this moment though I'm really not sure what.

Well I guess I'm gonna have to find the best way to work through how sad I am and how much sadder I will probably be. Maybe I'll take up a new hobby? Well maybe not...... I have a lot of hobbies already but maybe I will makes some new friends or learn to ride the skate board that's sitting in my room or finish all those book and projects that I have started. Non of that could hurt in fact it sounds like a lot of fun!!!

The Dentist.

I really really don't like going to the dentist i used to love to go but now its like torture. First I wait five months for my appointment. Then i go in there and i smells like a dentist i HATE that smell like doctor meets the toothpaste monster or something. Next they take me back to one of those "rooms" where its more like a display window at the mall you know everyone who walks by can see you there. then they tell me to leave my bag there! I was like WHAT???!!!! I gotta leave my brand new super cute bag here and walk away? then they take me back o the x-ray room and they put that really heavy THING (like what is that thing anyway?) on me and shove big hard plastic things in my mouth and that hurts. finally i get to go back to my bag and poor little Tamagotchi Fara who had to wait a whole hour to her poo cleaned up. So I sit in the chair and wait and wait and wait then they come in and wanna play 20 questions which I had to do with like three different people. then they start cleaning, scraping and poking. and they kept asking me if it hurts and I'm like uh ya but since they have a bunch of things chilling in my mouth it came out uh uh so on they go and I'm just praying for it all to be over. Finally my actual dentist comes in pokes around a little tells me how bad i am at brushing my teeth which i already know and that i absolutely need two more appointments after being in there like six times in the last six months i really just don't get it. oh but the worst part is the fluoride it tastes so bad i had perma gag for at leas an hour after. And his was just a cleaning i wont get started on getting a filling.

FHE

Okay so FHE tonight was amazing lol thanks to Cody who should have just said stop being a selfish brat and get over yourself but told me very sweetly to try to have a good time even though i wasn't participating so since mom and dad were on YouTube looking at bodhran videos i told them to watch a video on how to do the running man since mom and i were talking about it the other day so then it lead to learning to moonwalk as well lol it was so much fun i couldn't stop laughing!

Mom doing the running man sorry its sideways not sure how to fix it!

Dad moon walking!!!

Glee

So i have a favorite show that i watch religiously its GLEE!!!!!!!! I love it so much it makes me laugh it makes me cry the music is so good Artie and Finn are my favorites followed by Kurt and Mercedes and Will the teacher and the only thing that will make me stop watching this show is if will and Emma don't get back together eventually because she is too cute! My favorite songs from the show so far are True Colors, Defying Gravity, Your Having My Baby, and Hello I Love You. Ok and The Madonna episode OMG it was sooooooo funny especially to see Jane Lynch (as Sue Sylvester) sing Vogue lol i like part where she says Will Shuester i hate you in the middle lol its funny

Growing up

I guess I'm really not one to talk exactly but sometimes I wonder if people know how childish their acting I just think that if your in a relationship and your partner says they have to go they need out or space or need to something important especially if its for Heavenly Father you have to let them go its shows so much faith to let them go and yah it would be hard but its doable isn't the first commandment thou shalt have no other gods before me? Well i think if your not willing to give up a boyfriend for the Lord thats breaking that commandment. I hate how some girls make it so hard for some guys to go on their missions that is soo important for them and i know that i KNOW that.