Only 13 Days....

So there's only 13 days till Cody is gone. Its really starting to set in the whole reality of it and I'm not sure how to handle the situation I'm just here feeling so lost and insecure. My whole world is about to be turned up side down. On one hand I wish time would slow down to give me time with him. On the other hand I want time to speed so he can be back. Maybe I'm looking at it the wrong way, right now it seem so huge in front of me like a giant boulder tumbling down a mountain toward me. Maybe I should see it as something else. As of this moment though I'm really not sure what.

Well I guess I'm gonna have to find the best way to work through how sad I am and how much sadder I will probably be. Maybe I'll take up a new hobby? Well maybe not...... I have a lot of hobbies already but maybe I will makes some new friends or learn to ride the skate board that's sitting in my room or finish all those book and projects that I have started. Non of that could hurt in fact it sounds like a lot of fun!!!